"Albert Camus wrote that the only serious question is whether to kill yourself or not. Tom Robbins wrote that the only serious question is whether time has a beginning and end. Camus clearly got up on the wrongside of the bed, and Robbins must have forgotten to set the alarm. There *is* only one serious question. And that is: Who knows how to make love stay? Answer me that and i'll tell you whether or not to kill yourself. Answer me that and I will ease your mind about the beginning and the end of time. Answer me that and I will reveal to you the purpose of the moon." - Tom Robbins, 'Still Life With Woodpecker'

heeeeeeeeeY! GET SOME!!!!!!!

ang said bye (8:43:10 PM): Hrmmm............ So dudes are such betty's.
ang said bye (8:43:18 PM): I should have used that one on fratface!
ang said bye (8:43:19 PM): omg.
ussrorcssr (8:43:19 PM): I'm being passive-aggressive mean tonight at practice if he is there
ussrorcssr (8:43:22 PM): HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
ang said bye (8:43:28 PM): lawl.
ussrorcssr (8:43:36 PM): I made my character name "There Their They're Get it"
ang said bye (8:43:56 PM): what's that suppost to mean?
ang said bye (8:43:59 PM): hahahahaha.
ussrorcssr (8:44:46 PM): are friendship is suppost to be importanT!!
ang said bye (8:45:14 PM): our you sure it's suppost to be that importanT?!
ussrorcssr (8:45:57 PM): HeeeeeY!
ussrorcssr (8:46:02 PM): ROFL
ussrorcssr (8:46:07 PM): I'm loling so hard
ang said bye (8:46:14 PM): Hahahahahaha.
ang said bye (8:46:18 PM): ruh roh!
ang said bye (8:46:24 PM): GET SOME!!!!!!!
ussrorcssr (8:47:09 PM): HeeeeeeeeeeY!
ang said bye (8:47:27 PM): PWNED!
ussrorcssr (8:47:30 PM): whatca doin?
ussrorcssr (8:47:34 PM): "whatca" WTF IS THAT SHIT
ang said bye (8:47:42 PM): hahahahahahahaha
ussrorcssr (8:47:42 PM): whatca doin?
ang said bye (8:47:47 PM): whatca doin?!
ussrorcssr (8:47:53 PM): plaaaaaaaaaaaaaying GAYLO
ang said bye (8:48:10 PM): heeeeeeeeeeeeeeY
ussrorcssr (8:48:46 PM): GET SOME!!!!!!
ussrorcssr (8:48:48 PM): raaaaaaPe
ang said bye (8:48:59 PM): PWNED!!!!
ang said bye (8:49:16 PM): i don't even know what that's suppost to mean.
ang said bye (8:49:21 PM): GET SOME?!
ang said bye (8:49:22 PM): srsly.
ussrorcssr (8:49:25 PM): LOL
ang said bye (8:51:49 PM): OH SHIT! GET SOME!
ang said bye (8:51:56 PM): GET AT ME!!!!!!!!!!
ang said bye (8:52:01 PM): that's the one i forgot.
ussrorcssr (8:52:08 PM): LOL
ussrorcssr (8:52:10 PM): SERIOUSLY
ussrorcssr (8:52:12 PM): get at me!!
ussrorcssr (8:52:19 PM): HeeeeeeeeeeeY
ussrorcssr (8:52:21 PM): GET WRECKED
ang said bye (8:52:42 PM): does his brain ever turn off for games and/or gamer lingo.
ang said bye (8:52:42 PM): srsly.
ussrorcssr (8:53:06 PM): I don't think his brain is ever really on, Ang
ang said bye (8:53:42 PM): LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL!!!!!! GET SOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ussrorcssr (8:54:28 PM): raaaaaPe!!
ang said bye (8:54:47 PM): what's the deal with the rancom capitalized letter?
ang said bye (8:54:49 PM): like srsly?
ang said bye (8:54:57 PM): *random
ussrorcssr (8:56:19 PM): I have no idea
ang said bye (8:56:57 PM): like i distinctly remember that.
ussrorcssr (8:57:02 PM): Me too
ang said bye (8:57:04 PM): i was always like? wtf is that for?!
ussrorcssr (8:57:06 PM): I never quite understood
ang said bye (8:57:35 PM): Like who does that?!
ussrorcssr (8:57:48 PM): Fratties
ang said bye (8:58:10 PM): apparently. he did seem pretty fratish, i think. i don't even remember what he looks like. :\
ang said bye (8:58:13 PM): lol.
ussrorcssr (8:58:33 PM): Its not important
ussrorcssr (8:58:36 PM): I'm bloated
ussrorcssr (8:58:37 PM): Tummy hurts bad
ang said bye (8:58:46 PM): tums!
ang said bye (9:00:35 PM): i still can't believe crapteri got married.
ussrorcssr (9:04:50 PM): LOL i know
ang said bye (9:05:10 PM): soooo weird.
ang said bye (9:51:27 PM): Blaaaaaaaaaaah.
ussrorcssr (9:57:18 PM): so fat

Auto Response from ang said bye (9:57:19 PM):
GET SOME!!! GET WRECKED!!! GET AT ME!!! PWNED!!!

ussrorcssr (9:57:23 PM): HAHAHAHAHHA
ussrorcssr (9:57:27 PM): raaaaaaaPe!
ang said bye (9:57:54 PM): omg!!!!!!!!! that's one I forgot!!!!!!!!!!

Auto Response from ussrorcssr (9:57:53 PM):
raaaaaaaPe! GET SOME!!! ARE LOVE IS A GOOD LOVE!

ussrorcssr (9:57:53 PM): look at my away message
ang said bye (9:57:58 PM): yesssssss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ussrorcssr (9:57:59 PM): hahaha
ang said bye (9:58:04 PM): LMFAO
ang said bye (9:58:09 PM): LOL'ing.
ang said bye (9:58:14 PM): oooho snap yo!
ang said bye (9:58:32 PM): hahaha, brb.
ang said bye (10:00:44 PM): That's going to be my away msg for forever.

Auto Response from ussrorcssr (10:00:43 PM):
raaaaaaaPe! GET SOME!!! ARE LOVE IS A GOOD LOVE!

ussrorcssr (10:01:13 PM): ahaha

Auto Response from ang said bye (10:01:15 PM):
GET SOME!!! GET WRECKED!!! GET AT ME!!! PWNED!!!

ussrorcssr (10:03:26 PM): "HeeeeeeeY"
ussrorcssr (10:03:30 PM): "Whatca doin?"
ussrorcssr (10:03:31 PM): Nah
ang said bye (10:03:44 PM): heeeeeeeeeeY!!!!!!!!!
ussrorcssr (10:03:49 PM): I'll be all
ussrorcssr (10:03:54 PM): HeeeeeY!!!!!!!!!!
ussrorcssr (10:03:58 PM): whatca doing
ussrorcssr (10:04:01 PM): raaaaaPe
ang said bye (10:04:07 PM): GET SOME!
ang said bye (10:04:17 PM): PWNED!!!!!!!!!
ang said bye (10:04:19 PM): wtf is get some?
ang said bye (10:04:23 PM): or get at me?
ussrorcssr (10:04:25 PM): GET AT ME!!!!!
ussrorcssr (10:04:37 PM): I dont know what it is
ang said bye (10:04:43 PM): ionno either.
ussrorcssr (10:04:46 PM): Its something frat boys say I guess
ang said bye (10:04:55 PM): i guess so.
ang said bye (10:05:03 PM): i'm going to urban dictionary to find out.
ussrorcssr (10:05:31 PM): encyclopedia dramatica
ang said bye (10:05:48 PM): get at me 14 up, 91 down Get excited. Become excited. "Will you be attending the match tomorrow?" "Heck yes. Get at me."
ussrorcssr (10:05:56 PM): Uh
ussrorcssr (10:06:01 PM): Thats homo
ussrorcssr (10:06:10 PM): FRAAAAT
ang said bye (10:06:33 PM): get some 162 up, 39 down Score some booty. Hey, did u get some or not? You were in there for like an hour!
ussrorcssr (10:08:08 PM): GET SOOOOME
ussrorcssr (10:08:13 PM): I guess it means IM AWESOME or some gay
ussrorcssr (10:08:33 PM): I don't even give a flying fuck
ussrorcssr (10:08:34 PM): I'm cold
ussrorcssr (10:08:53 PM): Get Sum
ussrorcssr (10:08:57 PM): MATH JOKE LOL
ang said bye (10:09:50 PM): hahahahahahaha.
ang said bye (10:09:54 PM): get wrecked.
ang said bye (10:10:00 PM): donno what that means either.
ussrorcssr (10:20:41 PM): it means get destroyed in a video game
ussrorcssr (10:20:42 PM): like get owned
ang said bye (10:20:56 PM): oooh, i see.
ussrorcssr (10:21:19 PM): yeah
ussrorcssr (10:21:24 PM): Vince says it a lot
ussrorcssr (10:21:28 PM): I say 'get raped' a lot
ang said bye (10:21:48 PM): yeah, i say get owned.
ang said bye (10:33:03 PM): dust it off & jerk it.

Auto Response from ussrorcssr (10:33:02 PM):
raaaaaaaPe! GET SOME!!! ARE LOVE IS A GOOD LOVE!

ussrorcssr (10:43:15 PM): yesss ma'am
ang said bye (10:43:33 PM): heeeY!
ussrorcssr (10:43:49 PM): HeeeeeeeY!
ussrorcssr (10:43:56 PM): whatca doing
ang said bye (10:44:09 PM): suppost to be looking for a joB.
ussrorcssr (10:44:32 PM): GET AT ME
ang said bye (10:44:51 PM): GET SOME
ang said bye (10:45:06 PM): haha, please send me this conversation. I need it to laugh at later.ussrorcssr (10:45:16 PM): hahahaha okay
ussrorcssr (10:45:17 PM): I'll post it

::

I roll the window down
And then begin to breathe in
The darkest country road
And the strong scent of evergreen
From the passenger seat as you are driving me home.

Then looking upwards
I strain my eyes and try
To tell the difference between shooting stars and satellites
From the passenger seat as you are driving me home.

"Do they collide?"
I ask and you smile.
With my feet on the dash
The world doesn't matter.

When you feel embarrassed then I'll be your pride
When you need directions then I'll be the guide
For all time.
For all time.

A Dream:

Yeah, so it's one that bugs me and as it goes:

Me & a handful of friends are on this plane flying everywhere & it's like an AI sort of plane that flies & lands on its own.

So we're flying and landing and flying and landing over and over again--until we hit this short landing pad with a wall. The front portion of the plane where two friends & myself were at gets crushed.

Of course we don't die, but the plane does pull away & begins flying in rampaging circles & everyone screams & cries & does not know what to do. So I see a friend jump out & so I just out. & it's like the plane strikes me & keeps going & I'm watching myself dead--completely serene. Not one flaw from being hit by a crazed plane. Well it's like a double take but with a different death from jumping out of the plane at a different point. Same result.

So my friend & I who died are these soul/spirit things just walking around going from place to place discussing things that happened & wondering what happens next. We reminicise about all the things that we had & that we'll never be able to see again & so we go to see our friends & everyone else who made it one last time.

So we're sitting there laughing about it all when each individual slowly turns towards us & seems to think something's there, but they're unsure & they conclude that it's us. & it's like trying to make a wall say "hello." They kept on and on trying their best to see & hear us & so then we leave. We're sitting in this school sort of place & my friend and I are talking & I begin crying because of so many things I've got to leave & she looks & just says, "it's time to go now, no need for that." & so to compensate for my fears, my dead self imagines that where I'll be will be what I've always wanted & that I'll be able to make up all my friends & family being there.

Stupid dream. Bugs the shit out of me.